I am sitting in the New York Public Library. Driving here this morning, sunny bright November blue frosty crispness I found tears rolling down my cheeks. A flow of gratitude - enormous for where I am now. Looking out through the windscreen of my car. I felt an enormous awe at all I see and how I see it now. I felt light and fresh and excited at all the love and positivity of possibility I feel RIGHT NOW.
I thought that I was not good enough
Not good enough
That was my addiction.
That was my drug.
But by exposing it to the light it has shrivelled and I saw it’s utter futility and how MUCH energy it sapped from me!
By exposing this
The greatest release came.
Now the doors feel open
I am feeling them
I feel SO light
I feel that anything is possible
I feel like crying for joy!
After this session my world has begun to flow so fast and beautifully. For two weeks after I was out and about so much. I fell in love with the city again. Loved her offers. I went to theatre, film, lectures, concerts, seminars and spent time with and met old friends and bosses and new friends and I was spreading love and joy like a fever! I was at the best events and connected to a great network of inspiring and beautiful offerings…and I was happy to be me!
Why did you choose Coaching?
I felt that something in me had to shift. I felt/ recognised that I was stuck. I am open to guidance and being guided by the wisdom of others whom I respect. I am also open to signs and Mads H. Bonke arrived into my life with his portent at a deeply significant moment in time. This was at a time where I was searching for someone to process with. I am, and will be, forever grateful that this serendipitous event occurred. Or do they say that there is no such thing as a coincidence? A very deep drive from within that told me that life could be better ;-)
How was the period of Coaching?
The most incredible journey of release. I gave myself over to this. It was not a conscious decision that compelled me to go deeper; a joyous soul that knew that I was being suffocated by some strange blanket of self-beliefs that were super destructive and invasive.
The period of coaching went through great rhythms of intensity and plateaus of rest be-fore speeding up into new zones. It was very intense at times and I was shocked at the profundity of what I felt. The frequency of the coaching and the preparation was so effective. I am great at doing projects for others. Coaching transferred that attention to me. The tools that Mads gave me I see as life long tools.
What are the three most important things you have learned?
Routine creates freedom and momentum and joy and love.
It’s easy: Keep up the good energy and my feeling is strong.
I am good enough!
What are the three biggest victories?
I know how to recognise ego-shit.
I know how to keep up and build my good energy.
I recognise that I am amazing.
Did you miss any support between sessions?
I never ever felt unsupported. I knew that if I needed to, Mads would be there. Also the expanse between sessions was part of the coaching. It was the training.
Goals and plans, which were achieved, which were not?
I didn’t have any specific goal or plan. What I achieved I consider being a prerequisite to a plan. To be able to be so so happy to be with myself and love the life I have at every moment.
The plans flow. The energy is switched on. The resistors are disconnected.
What is the most important thing that happened to you?
I love myself. I fell in love with life again.
Can you describe the feeling of yourself from before until now?
Love not fear. Simple.
Personal development, insights and shifts you have experienced?
I laugh with joy at how much easier it all is now.
Did you achieve Personal ROI (Return on Investment) in terms of time/investments?
Abso-fucking-lutely (sorry if that is unprintable Mads).
Would you like to be coached again?
I recognise that it is an incredibly effective tool - So YES!
How effective are you now?
100%. Occasional blips are recognised as such. Of course there is room for improvement but with a wink! It gets better every day!
Something else you want to say?
Apart from thanking you from my heart?
The way of Mads is resonating in me. I truly connected with his way and recognise how perfect this process worked for me.
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